Monday, April 7, 2014

This Is a Portrait

E.D. A Portrait of an Old Woman, acrylic on canvas, 2012, 48X48

A man in me asks, is an image a thought?

A woman in me asks, is an image a thought?

A man in me continues, at least in the way I understand a thought.

A woman in me continues, at least in the way I see a thought.



Is this thought clear?

Yes, it is.

Is this image clear?

I… am not sure.

What does this image mean?

What image is supposed to mean?



A man in me says, let me analyze the image.

A woman in me says, let me emulate the image.



I wait. It is quiet. No one talks any more.



A though appears first vaguely, then it is repeated in a course of clarification, enters discourse until it turns into a cliché.



An image may illustrate a thought and bear its meaning.



An image may appear as a thought, at first vaguely.

Let’s not attach words to it.

It stays vague.

It turns into a symbol.

It becomes familiar.

It ages.

It is still disturbing.



Let’s keep it that way.



What is this image?

This is a portrait of an old woman.

Does it accurately depict the old woman?

She wouldn’t agree that it does.

How it is a portrait then?

It looks like an old woman.

What is there above her cheek?

Yellow patches.

Why?

I don’t know.

It is obscure.

It is a symbol
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This portrait exists not only virtually
This portrait exists physicaly
Like a pile of shit