ED, 2011, Dancing Couple, acrylic on canvas,30X34
I don’t know you
Who are you?
The advice goes, know your audience, but I don’t know you.
And why should I?
Isn’t it enough that I am writing?
Do there have to be you?
Are you so important?
Just think about it is it absolutely necessary
that you reed this?
Just get angry right now and say, that’s bullshit and close
the site and never visit it again!
It will be sad
It will make me miserable because I need you
It is very hard to live without audience. I know that even
more than you do.
I will be sad…
Sometimes it feels strange that there is no such word, one
single word that says it all. There is no even a word that says a little part
of it! How do you express in words what you feel right now? First of all, to
express it you need an audience. The kind of audience that would be willing to
give you chance to express, the kind of audience that will dig it. It means
people who know what you are talking about, people who sometimes feel the same
way.
So, you see, I want to reach out to you.
Not that I am lonely.
I actually like to be alone right now, but I still want to
know that I can express something genuinely mine and be understood.
No research, no tickets, no stage, no music, but just
from under the covers, from out of bed.
If this is possible than anything is possible at all!
